Hypocrite??? Not

This year is quite a new beginning of my life. Or at least a new chapter of my life. Before 2008's arriving. The 2007 has made a quite interesting part of my life (for this I'm sure).

I've changed my job, for bigger money, for new environment where noone knows me, where I think I should be able to change my attitude at least. I've always got problem with my temper. And I'm seriously think that this is a very huge problem cos' bad temper has cause me quite a lot of hassle before this.

I've always believe that one man can never changed how his mind think, how his attitude is and how his temper is. That's why I've never wanted to change myself until I've found out that I myself has becoming a very terrible man in my previous working environment. I think that's the biggest reason on why I wanted to change my job, in order for me to learn to be ... humble with myself.

So far, this year, I have never expressed my anger in front of my colleagues. I started to greet 'Good Morning' to all my colleagues with (very) big smile. If you ask me if I have totally changed my temper 100%, I would say no. In fact, what I did was just controlling myself a lot a lot more harder than before. I don't know if this is hypocrite. I really don't know. However, pls. don't tell me that everyone is not trying to control themselves about their emotion cos' otherwise, I would admit that I'm a hypocrite then.