Re: Starting an online journal

I've just read a blog by a friend of mine. The first one was at June 2006 and the last one was at August 2006. Pretty obvious that she has spent 3 months on her blog before she quit.

The first post title is 'Starting an online journal'. Very typical, it's about her feeling for the beginning of her blog and so on. She even mentioned that she was inspired by a motivational CD saying that time is precious, appreciate it, blah blah blah. Hence, she would start jotting down everything about herself, so that she can reflect back on what herself was after 10 years later. The only thing is that, she can only reflect those 3 months matter that she left.

I didn't share the same thought like she has when I started blogging. I was first thinking to start an anime blog but only to find out that I'm so outdated comparing to other's a lot more interesting and up-to-date anime blog. Such a shame~~~

Hypocrite??? Not

This year is quite a new beginning of my life. Or at least a new chapter of my life. Before 2008's arriving. The 2007 has made a quite interesting part of my life (for this I'm sure).

I've changed my job, for bigger money, for new environment where noone knows me, where I think I should be able to change my attitude at least. I've always got problem with my temper. And I'm seriously think that this is a very huge problem cos' bad temper has cause me quite a lot of hassle before this.

I've always believe that one man can never changed how his mind think, how his attitude is and how his temper is. That's why I've never wanted to change myself until I've found out that I myself has becoming a very terrible man in my previous working environment. I think that's the biggest reason on why I wanted to change my job, in order for me to learn to be ... humble with myself.

So far, this year, I have never expressed my anger in front of my colleagues. I started to greet 'Good Morning' to all my colleagues with (very) big smile. If you ask me if I have totally changed my temper 100%, I would say no. In fact, what I did was just controlling myself a lot a lot more harder than before. I don't know if this is hypocrite. I really don't know. However, pls. don't tell me that everyone is not trying to control themselves about their emotion cos' otherwise, I would admit that I'm a hypocrite then.