Saturday, May 02, 2009
To motivate or to despise
To motivate a person isn't an easy task. Doing good deeds is always harder than the opposite. Well, that's what some people think of.
Hmm, this time, surprisingly, I'd choose to motivate a person who disappointed me few days ago. Although he might not know that I'm helping him, but, it's alright. As long as I knew it myself, it's felt great enough. Which means, I can actually motivate.
Let's see how it goes.
Friday, August 01, 2008
Discrimination
You laughed and the other lady was like 'what joke is that' or 'is that a joke' or 'I don't understand what you're talking about'.
Usually, people would describe that lady as 'She's having her period'. That's sexual discrimination.
What if, the lady never laugh whenever she listen to a joke, which is considerably funny? People (and myself) would start saying that she must has a very sad childhood, where she was being bullied 24/7 from age 3 to 12 (After age 12, she would still feel that she's being bullied or isolated even if she's being told a joke). Is that a discrimination?
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Coffee saved my afternoon, again.
Most people might think I'm obssessed or addicted but frankly speaking, I'm not. The maximum cups of coffee per day I've taken so far is 3, which is very very rare. Normally, 1 or 2 cups. However, I can't really remember the day where I don't take coffee at all, since all I can remember is that, coffee has been accompanying me since my primary school, ever since I loathed MILO (until now).
I have a colleague who claim to have 6 cups per day. Yesterday, she told me she completely stopped drinking coffee for the past 2 days ago. She told me that when she was making her first coffee since 2 days ago in the pantry. I'd call that 'hell of a detox' cos' you can't really stop it so sudden and completely cos' it WOULD NOT work. Not a chance.
By the way, I haven't talked how the coffee saved my afternoon yet...
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
Late Night Anime
Of course, anything that played at the late night wouldn't attract much audiences especially the kids might need to go to school early in the morning while people like us would need to go to work as well. Even though the anime was so popular, but pls don't misunderstanding by thinking that the Japanese doesn't sleep. In fact, the anime production was much more to DVD release purpose. However, since it is co-produced by their TV station, hence they insisted to play it even in the midnight. I really don't know the actual reason but it does happen and even happening now (on new anime).
However, that doesn't really affect the popularity of the anime itself since the DVD is released as well and also due to 1 big factor: Japanese world-uniquely OTAKU.
Friday, January 25, 2008
With a little help from the happy thoughts
All the above matters are such good challenges to test somebody's patience (at least for me).
If 1 person can still wear a smile on his face after all this happen at the same day, I want to be that person. Perhaps a little of happy thoughts can make that happen.
Note: All the above haven't happened to me at the SAME day yet. Hopefully that 'a little of happy thoughts' can help when it does.
Wednesday, January 09, 2008
The mini HIFI in office
However, since the hall's mini HIFI is located behind the ladies-cubicle, hence, predictably it only plays sentimental songs. I'm 80% banned the sentimental songs due to the very same reason that people can give in the world, BORING. Surprisingly, I can almost sing along all the songs played. This is quite absurd and confusing cos' it makes me thinking if I actually like sentimental songs subconsciously...
Man can sometime be confused by what they thought they were.
Sunday, January 06, 2008
My Name is Earl
I'm kinda thinking whose name I'm gonna put in my list but, it seems to be quite long, most probably not as long as Earl's but, it's still long.
Things like this, the sudden awareness of karma and a list of person whom you might want to say sorry or help them back as return of the bad things done to them, this can really be serious matter, but people can just make it funny as well. I know a lot of people would want to make the list as well, but, how many would be brave and sincere enough to admit that most of the things they've done are wrong? Perhaps they would if they got hit by a car.
End of part I (Part II would only exist if I manage to make that list)
Wednesday, January 02, 2008
Saved by the C&S again.
When you woke up early or late.
Sunny or rainy or gloomy morning.
New year or ordinary day.
Like it or not.
Coffee & Sugar is the savior of the nice morning.
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Re: Starting an online journal
I've just read a blog by a friend of mine. The first one was at June 2006 and the last one was at August 2006. Pretty obvious that she has spent 3 months on her blog before she quit.
The first post title is 'Starting an online journal'. Very typical, it's about her feeling for the beginning of her blog and so on. She even mentioned that she was inspired by a motivational CD saying that time is precious, appreciate it, blah blah blah. Hence, she would start jotting down everything about herself, so that she can reflect back on what herself was after 10 years later. The only thing is that, she can only reflect those 3 months matter that she left.
I didn't share the same thought like she has when I started blogging. I was first thinking to start an anime blog but only to find out that I'm so outdated comparing to other's a lot more interesting and up-to-date anime blog. Such a shame~~~
Hypocrite??? Not
I've changed my job, for bigger money, for new environment where noone knows me, where I think I should be able to change my attitude at least. I've always got problem with my temper. And I'm seriously think that this is a very huge problem cos' bad temper has cause me quite a lot of hassle before this.
I've always believe that one man can never changed how his mind think, how his attitude is and how his temper is. That's why I've never wanted to change myself until I've found out that I myself has becoming a very terrible man in my previous working environment. I think that's the biggest reason on why I wanted to change my job, in order for me to learn to be ... humble with myself.
So far, this year, I have never expressed my anger in front of my colleagues. I started to greet 'Good Morning' to all my colleagues with (very) big smile. If you ask me if I have totally changed my temper 100%, I would say no. In fact, what I did was just controlling myself a lot a lot more harder than before. I don't know if this is hypocrite. I really don't know. However, pls. don't tell me that everyone is not trying to control themselves about their emotion cos' otherwise, I would admit that I'm a hypocrite then.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Morning, coffee & sugar
Absolutely only minority.
Thursday, June 07, 2007
Team Medical Dragon
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
Since when you like to read?
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
SMS
SMS sent...
SMS replied.
"... Is it..."
"I thought I would be able to achieve happiness this time. Looks like I'm wrong again."
SMS sent...
SMS replied."
... Umm..."
"I'm a very passive lady. Quiet, boring, can't sing, can't dance, looked plain. When he came to me, I thought he would change my world. Somehow, I get my self-esteem again. I really hope it would last forever."
SMS sent...
SMS replied.
"... Umm..."
"Why are you keep replying 'Umm' only?"
SMS sent...
While waiting reply, she was thinking in her mind:
"SMS conversation is very different from the direct voice conversation. Especially when waiting for the reply, sometime it makes people feel forever. When sending message to a person, there's always no guarantee that the person would reply back. Hence, have to purposely make the message longer in order to get attention and replies. It's sort of a painful and pathetic conversation way. Nevertheless, it's also the easiest way to express what you want to say in a more proper and clearer way."
SMS replied.
"Because I don't know what else can I say other than 'Umm'."
... ... ... ...
SMS replied.
"Can I see you now?"
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
Betrayal
Ryo: ... ...
Naomi: How could Ken trick Mina to kill a man for him...
Ryo: ... ... When people trust each other, it would always cause problem.
Naomi: ... ... Nevertheless, problem arise because of the people itself.
Ryo: ... ...
Naomi: Trusting and betrayed, later, start to trust again. I think that's how people act all the time.
Ryo: ... ... Only a person that has never been betrayed would say something like this.
Naomi: ... ...
Naomi: I don't think there's anyone in this world who has never been betrayed before.
Naomi left.
Ryo: ... ...
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Merry Go Round
--Are you serious?
-Ya, why should I lie about it?
--Wow... haha... you're already 26 and you've never played Marie-Go-Round, hmm, that's interesting.-Ya ya, interesting, laugh~~~
--Okay, okay, I'm not gonna laugh. Just let me think, when was my first time playing it... Hey, I've even played the Helicopter version of Merry-Go-Round. You know that?
- -_-"
--Haha, you wanna go playing now?
-I want to, but what i'm seeing is there're a bunch of kids playing it. Adult... zero.
--Do you mind?
-I don't know...
--Then, let's just walk off.
-... ... ok...
--You wanna hear a song?
-What song?
--I'm gonna sing it to you now.
-Hmm?
--Merry~~~ Merry Go Round~~~ Round~~~
-Haha, hey, don't just simply create a song out of nowhere.
--Maybe we should walk there and sit on the horses.
-Hmm, sounds like a better idea. Haha.
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
One Leg For One Life
Marie: Hi...
Frank: ... (smile) hi...
Marie: Mmm...
Frank: ?
Marie: I'm James' sister...
Frank: James?
Marie: Ya... the boy you saved this afternoon.
Frank: James, O, so that's his name hur? How's he doing now?
Marie: Thanks to you, he only has a few scratches on his body...
Frank: Ooo! That's great! That's great!! Hahaha...
Marie: ... ...
Frank: Why? Is there anything wrong with him?
Marie: No no, he's fine! It's just that... your leg...
Frank: Hur??? Oya... my leg... haha... don't worry about it.
Marie: I've asked the doctor, he said...
Frank: Ya, he told me that too... But hey! One leg for one life, I think that's more than worth. So, it’s really not that bad.
Marie: ... ... (smile)
Frank: Let me tell you, the doctor might has forgot to tell you this that there's actually still chance for me to walk normally again after the therapy. And so, wish me all the best, okie?
Marie: (smile) Wish you all the best!
Monday, January 24, 2005
It's Up To You
Connie: Sigh~~~ I wanna tell you something, but make sure it's only between you and I. Fine?
Paula: Well, it must be some guy hur?
Connie: ... ...
Paula: Haha... who's that lucky guy?
Connie: ... ... Ben... ...
Paula: Ben??? Wow!!! That's great, he's seem to be a ... OKAY-GUY. Not bad not bad, hahaha...
Connie: Ooo please stop teasing me. I'm in pain now...
Paula: Pain? What are you talking about?
Connie: I don't know. I keep on thinking of him all the time, eat, sleep, study, I can't really
concentrate on other things nowadays.
Paula: That's sound quite serious. Hahaha... So... what's your plan next?
Connie: I don't know...
Paula: Hmm, why not just ask him? I can do it for ya.
Connie: Please don't. I'm afraid if he say no.
Paula: Well... if he say no, so what?
Connie: Easy for you to say! If he say no, I don't think that I would dare to talk to him again. I'm afraid we can't even be friends anymore.
Paula: Hey, you want to be "fren" or you want more than that? It's really up to you.
Connie: ... ...
Paula: ... ...
Connie: Arrggghhhh, I can't think anymore.
Paula: Hahaha... let's go to have lunch now. You'll be able to think more after that.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Influence
Jen: ... ... I know, but I just couldn't help it.
Kate: Hey, stop giving excuse and forget about him. He's really a jerk, as everybody knows! You know that too! Very well!!!
Jen: ... ... I know that, but, if you see him deeper, you'll realized that he's not really that bad.
Kate: Sigh~~~ Jen, you're a nice person, a very very nice person indeed. You'll be a good mother in the future, haha. But I'm not sure whether you're really in love with him, or you're just trying to be a savior.
Jen: No... I've never thought of being a "savior" or …
Kate: But, naturally, you did.
Jen: But,
Kate: No more "But". He's a jerk and you've tried your best to influence him, but somehow it doesn't seem to work.
Jen: ... ...
Kate: I know it's not easy to give up a relationship. That’s why I’m not gonna pushing ya. But you've
gotta find a way to make yourself happier.
Jen: ... ...
Kate: Sigh~~~, have you ever thought that, if he really loves you, he would probably has influenced by you?
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
Singing Joy
Jack: What songs do you have?
Fenny: Okie, hee… not very new songs actually, I’ve just finished downloaded them just now.
Jack: Turn it on then. Let me hear if I know them.
Fenny: Alright…
... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Fenny: Haha! Fantastic!!! You know how to sing every song hur!!
Jack: Ha! Singing is in my blood!
Fenny: Hahaha, nonsense. But it’s really rare to see a person that know and sing a lot of songs, especially a man.
Jack: Hey, I have a lot of frens, men, who like to sing a lot. Some of them are a lot better than me.
Fenny: Ha… I’ve even heard one of my frens said that without music, she’ll die.
Jack: Now that’s too much.
Fenny: Ya, haha… but I think what she mean was she couldn’t bear a very quiet environment.
Jack: I guess she mean she doesn’t like to be alone.
Fenny: … … who will like it?
Jack: Is she pretty?
Fenny: Haha, none of your business.